Why do we fear losing people?
Why do we spend days after days trying to make things even if we know they are bound to be broken?
Why do we overlook the cues that keep shouting that something is going terribly wrong?
Why do we change ourselves for others?
Why are 'some' our priority and the rest, none?
Why do we take the blame?
Why don't we point even if somebody going all wrong?
Why don't we ever take the credit of keeping the things 'going',ever?
Why do we waste our time and tears even when we know none is going to be back?
Why does the heart take over our brain...always?
Why do we crave for that one voice when there are already so many around?
Why do we feel pleased to do something for somebody?
Why does the world seem beautiful in that person's presence and so dull suddenly in that person's absence...?
Why doesn't the hope of things getting normal again cease...ever?
Why something goes wrong?
Why after all this shit, we can't break it?
Why?
Nothing as an answer.
Just a grey patch...
Why do we spend days after days trying to make things even if we know they are bound to be broken?
Why do we overlook the cues that keep shouting that something is going terribly wrong?
Why do we change ourselves for others?
Why are 'some' our priority and the rest, none?
Why do we take the blame?
Why don't we point even if somebody going all wrong?
Why don't we ever take the credit of keeping the things 'going',ever?
Why do we waste our time and tears even when we know none is going to be back?
Why does the heart take over our brain...always?
Why do we crave for that one voice when there are already so many around?
Why do we feel pleased to do something for somebody?
Why does the world seem beautiful in that person's presence and so dull suddenly in that person's absence...?
Why doesn't the hope of things getting normal again cease...ever?
Why something goes wrong?
Why after all this shit, we can't break it?
Why?
Just a grey patch...
May be the answer of some questions above is ..Let it Go..!! Yes, it is hard to do that..but for me answer is this! Things , friends (?), or your beloved one will come back to yuh after the grey patch gets over..! Or else Life goes on..and it will bring new people..or the old people with new faces! :)
ReplyDeleteA quest sometimes is never ending..it might bring some ore questions ahead!
hmmm... some at times, the quest just goes on... it's a desired pain at times! ;)
ReplyDeleteI'll try to answer. and yes, I don't intend to mess you up:
ReplyDelete1. only the ones who care for us or for whom we care
2. because we contain stuff called belief or hope
3. because we are not aware of the nature and seriousness of the clues
4. because we think of it as a necessity of relations and expect the same from others
5. as you 'prioritize' something , achievement of that thing is underlined other things become secondary. ultimately.
6. interesting. we take the blame because either we want to save someone else or ourselves
7.we are not sure whether to point out /we don't want to /we are forced to/ we don't care
8. do you mean losing things? I do not understand Ur question.
9.tears are the canals to throw the pain out. we never cry to bring them back. we cry because they are gone. we physically need to shed tears when in pain
10. what we understand as sentient heart and practical brain.. it all goes on brain. its not the heart who wins over the brain, its our own feelings and passions winning over outer circumstances in fact trying to suppress the outer constrains
11. back to question 5. we have prioritized that one voice and are attached with it
12. willingly or non-willingly? we please someone because we want them to feel so and we want that pleasure to get back to us from them
13. you're deep in love. so, in a way, my answers are not gonna help you because when in love, happy or sad, we listen and see nothing. even the answers we have asked for.
...the same kind of questions. You know what, particularly you, feel pain because perhaps you speak and express foggily not only on the blog but with the real people too. you do not emote ad react openly. with all of your natural feelings. i think you should introspect a bit. and your questions themselves answer your question. calm down and slowly try to sort out.
and yes, you may not reach the final answer because the quest goes on as we experiment with life and people but you can avoid making it chaotic.
ReplyDelete@what's in name...
ReplyDeleteI am overwhelmed.
It was really very nice of you to have actually typed that down...
And about your concluding part in the first comment; yes. I at times, tend NOT to express myself very clearly. I take it into granted that people would just understand what I have to emote, etc. Maybe that is a big flaw in being an introvert.
I would sure like to talk with you more on this and other topics as they come up.
Heartfelt thank you.
"love" mends everything! :P
I hope.