Living a lie...it seems.

For my dear friends;

Living a lie?

That is what 'they' say. I don't want to be boasting about being part of a failed campaign of young policeor have traveled to China border!

I couldn't explain things, that does not mean I lie.

I don't know what people think about me, but I am learning not to care.

And about not meeting and all, I was genuinely occupied!

I did not feel like; it was just bad timing. Nothing against you personally. 

I have always revered you all as best of my friends and have always thought of you as closest friends though far you are.

And for me, this IS what it is like.

Now maybe that is living a  lie.