Suddenly I strongly feel a
pull inside suggesting that something is going wrong somewhere…
Something that I am just not my age… my self!
I feel, that I am losing out on something.
I felt it intensely right now because Aneesh came in and it
was a pleasant surprise for me… I felt ‘at home’ and suddenly so comfortable as
if I was looking at my old self through his eyes…
And now looking back, I feel again that I have lost so many
things in the past three years- and gained just a handful in return of those
tremendous losses.
It is funny how the cherished memories make you feel sad at
times and at times the memories of times you cried make you laugh now…
been three months since you wrote, busy gal! write soon...
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